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I had this friend named Luz.She's really a good friend.We talked a lot whether at our dormitory or at work. Everytime i have no work to do or "tung-she" as what the chinese called it. I am very eager to help her in what she is doing. One day, she invited me to go out. We went to the park. But before that she told me i should go out sometimes and meet some other guys because she want me to replace my boyfriend. And i think she only did that because she felt sorry for me. As i often tell her how i miss my boyfriend so much. And maybe she doesn't want me to feel that way. We did the thing. We went out..ate and got drunk a little bit. When we were about to go home a guy ask me for her and my number. And i gave it to him. And in that the same afternoon the guy called my friend. The following morning,a guy call me named Dexter. He invited me out and i said yes provided that Luz will also join. Dexter told JR about it the guy who called Luz.And he agreed about it that the 4 of us will have a friendly date. In that night Dexter told me that he liked me. But from the start i knew what he really wants. Just want to used me or want to have sex with me. I turned him down. I said NO..and besides i have a boyfriend who loves me and respects me. From that day on. he never call me again. Going back to Luz, their relationship with JR went well and deep. Until one day Luz, told me crying that he broke up with KR. And that she said that she dont have any future with the guy because he have a wife and a daughter. My friend was really upset. I gave her and advice to stay away from that guy and forget everything. Its hard but its the right thing to do..I dont know if i did say something wrong because after that she never talked to me again. Another friend told me that they were back together. Telling that Luz can't force herself to stop seeing JR. Shocking news for me but i haven't say any word. Today, Luz texted me asking what happened in our friendship. Why is it gone that fast. She asked me that i am mad at her because of what she did..I told her i don't have the right to do that. In the first place it's your life and I've already done my part. And you're the one who never talked to me first. She told me that she was ashame of what she had done and thinking what would be my reaction. That why she never speak to me. I tell her that gap is between us right now and i'll give you time to think. Time will come that our friendship will be back again..soooonnn